Feeling sexy
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Kevin Brooks, Lucas (via kandeelovesya)
I can attest to this |
I call him my Sun…
He lights my life
I thought the sayings were cliche
Thought I would love but
Be concerned with getting back to me
So funny
He is me.
Everything I now do is for him
I want him to be proud of me
This feeling is overwhelming
Overwhelming joy…
To be conflicted…
Its like having the ying and yang
Against one another,
Instead of for one another.
A stab wound,
Penetrating both sides.
Being stuck,
In the fork in the road.
A compelling,
Energy pulling feeling.
It eats me…
It is not appealing,
But clearly attractive,
Because I pull it close
Like a magnet…
I want to demagnetize
The part of my subconscious that attracts this.
Be free of this
Internal conflict.
I commend everyone that wears their hair natural. It is a rather difficult decision…especially since as women on color we are not taught to love our hair, getting a perm is a rite of passage and not considered chemical altering that will damage our beautiful fragile tresses…be natural, be bold, be beautiful…




